Archive for July, 2010

out of rage & out of hurt & out of hope

Posted in Uncategorized on July 31, 2010 by amos1985

I once believed that Love can move the mountains

I once believed that with Love you can conquer all things.

I once believed that as long as you had a faith journey with God, your path will be straight and He will take care of you.

But now, i left to doubt, left to seek and left to think…what the future brings for me.

God made man and man made religion. So who is to say what’s God’s will? Who is to say you or I will go to heaven or not? People think they know God. People think they know His work or his will. But CmMOn! seriously? What do we know!? Do you know how heaven is like? Did you know how Jesus looked like? We are left with the bible written by men before us. But over the generations and years, different man have took a step forward and tried to interpret the Word in their own humble interpretations. But then, who’s to say who’s right or who’s wrong? Jesus told Peter to go build his church on a rock…and today we have churches every where and in different denominations, fighting over the differences which man have created. Things like the different rituals, different ways of prayers, different doctrine…each church has..Man created it and enforced it…and yet people choose to look and notice the differences and not the similarities.

If God is who u seek, then how much difference will it do to you or me should we pray in a different church belonging to 2 different denominations?! Will you have the boldness to say thatt you will have salvation and i won’t!? Do all the people in your church go to heaven and not mine?! O Please! give me a break! While one’s heart may be pure, full of love and care, i never assume i know all about God, or God’s will for me. His plans are slowly unfolded in my day to day experiences with Him.

What will our world be like without religion? Society will be chaos and governments will be overruled by man’s own inhibitions and greed. Thankfully for them, there is religion, which  creates a certain moral ground for people to follow and abide. For some it gives citizens more reason to follow the rules of the government and they are encouraged to do so because they believed that following all these man made ‘guidelines’ will subsequently earn your ticket to heaven. (Thats jus bullshit – in my opinion) To me it has come to a point where people just play God. They tell other people what is right or what is wrong and i question what authority have these people acquired to give them to power to pass such judgment?

Religion is man made.Your relationship and belief with God (whoever God you believe in) is between you and Him. I can’t judge for you whether what you believe in is right or wrong,or whether your faith in God is strong or weak…who am i or you to judge? I believe in goodness. Not goodness of wealth or material indulgence, but goodness of the heart. What makes a person a good man isn’t his religion, but his heart. And to write off a person based on religion, thats just prejudice and an absolute contradiction of the teachings of your religion.

So dont quote me scripture and use it in vain or as if it was an exhibit to be submitted to court to argue your case…There is no use quoting scripture to me, if you can’t even live it in your lives.

“People should not have to fight for love or for their beliefs”

P.S Thank you for listening and tolerating this incoherent post.

Where the streets have no name

Posted in Uncategorized on July 18, 2010 by amos1985

I am just wondering…

What is life going to be like after death.

Some of us say we believe in life after death, some of us say we will be reincarnated, some of us say we will be in a better place…

But what if life after death was just total darkness?

I would be pretty disappointed.

Message to the guards at the gates up above:

“Please save me a space up there in God’s heavenly kingdom”

All you need.

Posted in Uncategorized on July 3, 2010 by amos1985

Nothing you can see that isn’t shown

No where you can be that isn’t where you are meant to be

Its easy.